why?

my heart throbs
my head aches
i can feel my blood pulsing through my veins
is it really that hard to say "i'm sorry"?
every word i've said,
i've meant
but now i'm finding out that you doubt your proclamations
my feelings are clear,
yours are not.
why does it hurt so bad?
when i say i love you,
it's "till death do we part"
but your "forever" is different than mine.
did i do something wrong?
well i'm sorry,
i'll change
but only if it's worth the effort
why did you lie to me?
if you were honest at first,
i wouldn't be hurting right now
remember when you asked me what love was?
remember my response?

love is when you say "wow, this is the most amazing person in the world; the
only one i want to be with; i would do anything for them"

well next time those words come out of your mouth,
mean it.
because as much as it hurts to hold it back,

its worth it

because broken hearts hurt much worse.